I fought the demon and even if I wanted to quit I didn’t. Yay me!
I feel I am changing, at least there is something I feel is changing inside of me.
I need to know more, to learn more, to practice more…
I am still afraid of what change will bring in my life.
I still have doubts about myself and there are many things I need to do to find myself and what I really want to do in life.
I know that if I want to open up my arms I just have to do it. Doing it is the hardest job I’ve ever had.
For the moment I’ve just unclenched my fists.
Is a big road ahead and this is the moment when I actually start to see the place where my feet touch the ground.
I hold on to these moments because they were so rare in my life.